Flashback

So much anger is wrapped around my heart,

Compressing my Blood to stop it flowing delicately 

Tears Drizzle  down my bone cheeks as i bite my lips
Who can tell her to calm and whos gonna be there when shes screaming
Tell her who and where she can lean on
Nothings shelters me Only the shadows beside me
I hear cheers above my head Laughter of play
Yet I peacefully dont move or stir
isnt anyone there?
Ishall not know ,So i gracefully shut my eyes ,my heart feels a heavy burden
I blindly lose sight of where I am Deeply burried within
coz actually no one cares ......
No one ever dare..Been meet this crossroads
I might say Im not afraid im just scared .
Used to have this feeling since Shes Gone
Maybe i missed her around ...

BLAST FROM THE PAST

"Happy Memories"
I remember all those happy memories from my past.
I can clearly see it through my mind.wish I can go back for a while.
But I love those random memories  that makes me smile.
No matter what is going on in my life right now its a big part of it.
If only I have a remote control of my own life.
I will choose to stop my pain.and rewind my happiness.and play the moments.
Those memories are unbreakable and for sure as I grow old
A lot of memories for sure ill encounter good or bad happy or sad
No matter what it is and with whom I definitely put it on my treasure..

"Sometimes you'll never know the true value of moment until it beomes memory."